Jewelry.
Because my mom insists that Jewelry is what I'm best at and wouldn't take no for an answer. I tried to explain to her that I don't have the supplies I need to make what I normally make, and she kept insisting that I have to have enough to make SOMETHING.
So here we go:
I would never have picked these beads. But I had them (Thank you, angel!) and when I poured them out, they seemed to tell me what they wanted to be. By this point I had no monofilament, they were too heavy for thread, and I wanted to reserve what little coated wire I had left for something else. So what to do, what to do? I found a small roll of silver and just kind of... winged it. I made curlicues like wind in a Winnie the Pooh drawing, and played with the idea of red leaves being blown by a very blue stream. Something like a nursery rhyme illustration, bright but somehow peaceful. I like it.
So I made this bracelet. Here's an explanation of each bead:
Either end is a pearl, to represent the beauty that comes from pain and patience, the wisdom that comes from a full life.
Black is for loss. Some great, some small, but inseparable from life.
Red is for pain
Yellow is for fear and anxiety
Brown represents earth- to bring us back to reality and keep our feet on the ground
Blue is for water, which represents the currents of the ocean and being washed clean
Green is for life itself- but especially the new life of spring which is only born because of the little deaths of fall and winter
And the final bead is a pink rose, for the hope of the seasons still to come.
And of course the bracelet is worn as a circle. One cycle ends, the next begins.
It may not be a comforting thought for all, but I look at it and feel a certain kind of peace. Life is bittersweet, but it is life. And life is good.
Of course, as always, they are on Etsy.
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